please...

i was sooo looking forward on to something. until i finally made you decide to come it excites me even more. as time gets nearer, you kept on changing, and you keep on saying you cant, then you will, then you cant.

one day i was so home sick. i cried so much that night. you hugged me and comforted me when you saw me cry, and promised that no matter what, we are going..

and suddenly, it changes again..please stop making promises..it hurts me more....