i am thinking...

i wanted to escape
go away and not feel this pain

i wanted to leave
leave you and i can stop anticipating

i wanted to let go
let you do what you wanted to do

i wanted to move on
move away from this pain i am going through..

but i wanted to stay
stay beside you and feel your love

and i wanted to wait
wait for you to be ready

i wanted to be with you
be with you and help you and support you

i wanted to love...
love you without any fear
love you without any questions
love you without any doubts
love you with all my trust
love you coz its all i wanna do

i wanted to stay this way
this way where i am happy

i wanted to be strong
be strong for us and for you

coz it is the us that i wanted
it is the us that keeps me going

and it is you
and what you made me feel that makes me willing..
willing to go through this pain
willing to wait though im hurting
and willing to love you still..

i wanted to continue loving you...
coz i really do...