hima desu

when one is not busy,

she thinks of others project related activities or what else she can do
or she thinks of ways of getting out =)

just like what people here usually says,
people become free giving them enough time to update their resume *wink*

i, went back to thinking of leaving too
last week, there are a lot of people who had their last day here at the office
one on thursday, two on friday
another two or three coming this week
and another one next week
among those, are three aprilfools :(
giving them the despedida last saturday, and feeling the absence and soon to
be absence is frustrating.
why can't i leave the company, or why i am still here, why do i have a dost
bond making it impossible for me to go abroad unless i pay them for my
freedom..ehehe

why i am still here, is because i am waiting for somehting.
why i am still waiting for this opportunity?
it's because i know, at my age, and at my position right now,
i know i can gain so much from it.
i just hope this opportunity is really true and not just some trick to make
me stay longer.