today...

i have been smiling
but my heart is actually crying

happy hearts day!
status messages, emails, greetings...
surprises and all..

i wasnt able to stop feeling envious and alone..

m not loveless but i dnt know why i actually felt sad..
i was so busy d whole day but why i was actually able to have time for this to feel this way...

plan was cancelled, nothing special, no nothing...
got a lot of things to thank for for today actually...m thankful that there are still people who wanted to make us feel very special..

thank you and im sorry...

him: ingatz...
him: happy valentines...
him: take care...
him: bye bye
me: hpi vday
me: bye

and it stopped there...

how i wish this day is already over....

i was not suppose to feel ds way..tsk tsk..