truth

truth really hurts big time!

while it hasnt come, the anticipation is torturing...

and hearing these from people:

"Because you cannot choose to let go of one hand and hold on to another,

and still long for that someone you let go of"

"..love was never made to be fair.."

"..if you let him/her go he/she has to move on.."

what's left is for him to confirm it..
when that time comes, that's when it hurts the most and i will jst have to accept it...

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference..."