beenwaitinginvain

I am waiting happily with HIM and for HIM :)

Saturday, July 16, 2005

goodbye...

i am not d kind of person who would usually talk and talk about my life..unless i fully trust d person and knew dat dat certain person wont judge me..for whatever my feelings are, whatever emotions i am going through..and what ever decisions i am making or have done..

i met one person and we would usually chat and talk endlessly...i felt dat i am so comfortable on talking to him and showing him the real me..

we talked about our family, our siblings, our love interests, our work, our plans, our likes, dislikes, problems, and even about nonsense stuffs..

we got comfortable with each other that we enjoyed going out together, and still talking about jst anything..

we are on the same office, and people just got suspicious about what we have with each other..

well, we are actually, just two persons who managed to find comfort in each other..who managed to find fun in doing stuffs together...

but well, maybe that where it usually ends...

stopping the chats, the exchange of text messages, the emails, and talks...

i am just thankful that once, i have met this kind of person... ;)

Thursday, July 07, 2005

hahay

i am so bored and so tired of what i am doing ryt now...back to documentation, revisions and stuffs....(gahod pa gd sang fon sang japanese) ehehe...and i am so tempted to just surf, chat, internet..all internet..

anyways, i guess i am just tired with my project...i have been wanting to have a new one but i guess i will be left in this project upon downsizing...by module is quite significant and some members are already due to another project, one or two has resigned, the other two has another project, the other one will be having a different proj too, two were subcons, one will go for AOTS, one is our Assistant Manager...

whose left, ako...ehehehe..actually im fine with it, but i want another project..i want C++ or Java Project, the one with lesser overtime and no forced overtime, and with BT...ehehe..i could go even jst for manila ahaha....

ambisosya no..eheh...anyways, i wanna get out of this project lang..i dnt seem to understand our japanese counterparts..not because of the language ha..ehhee....they seem not yet fixed with their design...and to think they are already testing at the client's site right now!!! huh!! so strange..they are always delayed...there are always lacking data in the specifications yet the deadline was never moved!!!

OMG!!!

wla lang :p