neglected feeling

ever been in a situation that u do not know where to stand? what to do, what to react?

i really hate that feeling..the feeling of wanting something and waiting something to happen...but u are jst stuff with so much pride not to initiate the move coz u think that ur always initiating for something to happen...

shit! i hate it...i hate myself for letting this happen..i hate myself for feeling this way..

i hate it coz we have something and u r jst contented keeping it and acting as if there is only nothing..

i hate it!!