first walking session

if you can notice, contents of my blog are all about my tortoise :D eheh
m so obsessed with them

nyways, last night, soi and i decided to...

let them walk around the sala :D
ehehe
m so excited that time,
we covered the puzzle mat with old calendars, and i got ramonito and pepper
out of their aquariums, and placed them in the puzzle mat :)

they are so cute and so excited to ran around the area and i really
enjoyed watching them and played with them :)
i feel like a kid again :)

after around only 5 minutes, soi told me to place them back
to their aquarium :(

i hope i can play with them tonight..

im so worried coz some of my housemates planned on having some singing
session at house and they are both just beside the tv :(

i hope they will be fine...

i'm bored

haayy...
pila na ni ka days na morag wla'y gamit na mosulod ko ug office..

wla ra ko gibuhat..
naa diay pero gamay lang kaau
nag attend ko ug seminar na duka kaau..
sagdi lang...at least naa ko ikabutang sa ako dts..

cge ra ko post post diri..
mayta pareha ni kang claire na naa pud bayad every post at least naa gamit...

dugay pa kaau mag 3..
mao ra ako gihulat..
bago pa nahuman ang lunch break kay gusto ko 3 na para makagawas nko
den gusto ko kay 630 na or 7 para kauli nko..

gusto nko mag kaon ug pizza
stuffed crust pa gd to..
unsaon na lang ako diet :S

dli na lang cguro ko mag dinner
ehehe

haay
gusto nko mouli
para kadula ko nila ramonito ug pepper
ehehe
pangit kaau ila names
sagdi lang..

guba ang network
hilom na ang mailing list
wla nko basahon na emails

busy sad si rinnel
d na ga email, samok kaau
wla pa jd mi chat chat na

cge lang sya ot,
dali ra kaau mi magkita kng dinner
at least naga kita pa mi noh?

hahay
kakapoi..
boring...

confused

now i am back to feeling confused..

naa na pd ko sa state where dli ko kabalo where do i actually stand

in short, wla ko kabalo sa ako job description and scope

hahay..

hima desu

when one is not busy,

she thinks of others project related activities or what else she can do
or she thinks of ways of getting out =)

just like what people here usually says,
people become free giving them enough time to update their resume *wink*

i, went back to thinking of leaving too
last week, there are a lot of people who had their last day here at the office
one on thursday, two on friday
another two or three coming this week
and another one next week
among those, are three aprilfools :(
giving them the despedida last saturday, and feeling the absence and soon to
be absence is frustrating.
why can't i leave the company, or why i am still here, why do i have a dost
bond making it impossible for me to go abroad unless i pay them for my
freedom..ehehe

why i am still here, is because i am waiting for somehting.
why i am still waiting for this opportunity?
it's because i know, at my age, and at my position right now,
i know i can gain so much from it.
i just hope this opportunity is really true and not just some trick to make
me stay longer.

tragedy

ramonito had a tragedy last night...
while trying to clean their aquarium,
soi and i transferred them both to a small tupperware for the meantime..
i was the one holding the tupperware
they were so kiat that they are trying to
get out of the tupperware

ramonito, had a chance to climb up, and on the verge of
jumping out

i was so scared, i actually didnt know what to do
i called soi, to help me out, but he himself is so
busy and his hands are full.

he was carrying a very heavy pail with water and he cant
just throw them away to help me with ramonito..

ramonito fell from the tupperware to the floor
which is almost 4 feet in height.

i was so scared and shocked.
i immediately picked him up,
and soi, who is so furious, told me to
put them back to the aquarium.

he was so angry with me :(
i felt so guilty..

but anyways, he is ok now i think..
i hope he is :(

ramonito and pepper

very different names :D

and those are the names of our turtle!! :D

wee!!!

i always longed to have a puppy or a cat but unfortunately its difficult
to have them at home or leave it at soi's home if i go home to bacolod.


i almost settled to having fish, until we found these cute little turtles
at SM :D

soi was the first one who saw it, and found them really cute :D

he was pointing his finges on their aquarium and their opening their mouth
as if wanting to bite him and its so cute :D

we spent several days looking for a good aquarium for them. te noel
advised me to check out white gold and tada! we got a rectangle aquarium
for less than 300 :D they even have these decorations and pebbles that are
really cheap too :D

they also have the same small Red Ear Turtle( but they are calling them
green turtle at stores coz their shells are green :D ) for a price way
way cheaper than at SM but they dont have any stocks that time.

so last night, after purchasing, our turtle's home, we went directly to
SM to buy ramonito and pepper :D

i am not sure if they have different genders though since they are only around
2 inches and its hard to identify it right now, but i hope they are both a girl
and a boy :D their names doesnt match really :D it was suppose to be
pepper and pebble but due to my soi's kulit demands, it will be ramonito =D
so funny, that i wanted to change pepper's it to the name of the girl penguin at happy feet
but her name was gloria and i dont like the name :) ehehe...

i think i even interchange them too...but, i have to examine them again which
one is likely to be called ramonito :)

i wanted to go home at 12 and go check them how they are doing but its so hot
outside..i hope they are fine at home :)

out of place

this afternoon, we had the swqc convention. being the assistant project leader daw in our group, i was invited, plus our project was one of the top 5 swqc presentors.

i felt guilty not having to include some of my groupmates, but i guess it was a right thing to do. when carlo asked me to give some additional persons, i was caught offguard on how to choose since sir dong and mam nene were not around. all my other groupmates are of the same level. thus, it would be unfair if im to choose one or two of them. and its also impossible to include all 16 of them :)

when i read the guest list, i was quite relieved to know that almost all the fools are invited. i guess its okay, i thought.

friday came, and after lunch, i was with anne and patty at the cr, i felt a little pathetic when i have to ask that we will be on the same bus. because, while waiting for 2pm, i tried asking korn, noel, and even mommy rhea if on what bus they are boarding since i wanna go with anyone of them. i dont wanna go to the bus alone. it feels really bad. i felt better knowing that me and noel agreed to go together. but when korn told me that they are going as a group, i felt out of place. nonetheless, i went to the bus with noel, until we arrived at marriot.

i was to go with noel, together in the table but sir dong asked me to be in the same table with them in the solutions group. i tried securing some table for us, but eventually it turned out that i went in the same table with edric and brian. not that they are not good aprilfools but they are with their own set of friends too. i felt so out of place..and i did not like it :(

brian and crammy were busy talking about world of war craft, edric and peter were busy talking with other things, or going smoking, while i waas busy texting and playing snake.

break time and dinner time came and i just went to the buffet table trying to fit in on any group :(

i dont like the feeling, i dont like seeing all my friends or batch so happy and enjoying while i was all alone...i felt like i not longer have any friends...okay, i am not being selfish. what i meant with i did not like what i saw is i feel like, im the only one who doesnt fit in with my groupmates and my supposed to be batchmates are no longer there for me.

i know, i know..i have to get use to it...i have to try..

i like picture trail :D

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a different holy week

for this year's holy week, i spent it here in cebu. due to lack of resources, i decided to stay here for the long vacation.

wednesday night, soi and i had a movie marathon at home, and slept very late. its actually morning already :D

thursday was just spent at home. i was so bored. it was so mingaw that i cried the whole day. i went to the gym in the morning, finished at around 2 pm. i started at around 10 or 11 am. i intentionally finish late since i practically dont have anything to do. i was just lazing around, surfing the net, watch tv, eat, sleep, cry, watch tv. a really boring day.

i planned on meeting with noel and jan wee on friday. early in the morning, jan and i went to citigym for some swimming. we finished at around 10am, ate at jollibee, and went home for some rest and surfing the internet coz the mass is still at 3 or 4 pm.

i met up with noel at sacred heart at around 330, we finished the 7 last words and the heard the mass. it was all i needed to feel that it was actually holy week. after that, we look for food to buy for our dinner. we ended up buying kfc bucket meal, and ate at around 7pm. that's almost 2 hours of searching for foods and lining up in the counter.

we went to noel's condo for dinner. we ate first since we are so hungry, with some chit chats, playing with yuki and sarah( but mostly just with yuki). we watched the pbb streaming, and finally decided to go home at around 11pm.

i slept at around 12, and then woke up early in the morning. good thing soi texted that he is coming. we watched movie and had lunch at home, then he went home at around 5pm.

easter sunday was mall, and we heard the mass at st therese. on monday, i just stayed at home. and then my long vacation is over.

i really felt so sad and so mingaw that time. i guess, i just cant stand being alone on occassion like those. but as i was thinking of my plans, i am convincing my self that it is a practice for me to cope up with not missing my family so much.

kkb despedida

yesterday was aldion's last day at the office since just this 9am, he flew to Japan for his AOTS for 5.5 months.

he emailed us that there will be no despedida dinner since he has no money to spare..fortunately, if maica will have a normal delivery, he will have a treat for us when he comes back. ryan replied that a kkb dinner is fine and cleo replied that it was a good idea, since resign is in trend, we might be seeing each other after a while.

i am in very tipid mode these days, so i told aldion that i wont be going with them. it was fine with them though ryan is a bit kulit since he wants me to join the group. nyways, i decided to just go with them after i had dinner with soi.

at ding qua qua, i was really sadden by the thought that it will be less 1 person for us for several months. though he is coming back, he was right when he said that, we might no longer complete when he comes back from his AOTS.

but the dinner was really different. i was actually disappointed because some fools are no longer that interested to be with us. i have been planning something for our anniversary but none replied.

i had a personal reason why i am not going. but i guess they are thinking that i am maarte or what. but i dont care. i am doing this savings thing for a reason. but it doesnt mean that since i wont go, they wont go either.

its just sad that we only have several months left na daghan pa mi, but i guess we are not making the most of it. 3 of the fools are resigning this month and it never mattered to them to like prepare something for them. but i guess it was just me. its me who wanted to make the person feel special just before they leave. its my way of saying that though you are leaving, it doesnt mean the friendship is forgotten.

oh well, i no longer want to plan our party. its kapoy not to receive responses. i guess a kkb laag is fine. though those only who really wanted to be with the group are coming since they are going to spend something.

i wish they were mine

last friday was our project leader's last day, and as a sign of gratitude, we gave her this bouquet and a scrapbook :) the picture above was the flowers courtesy of kalidades and its really beautiful..naibog ko...when i accepted the delivery, i really wished that those were really for me :D

its a mixture of rose, carnation, calla lily and another flower which i do not know :D but the whole package was really really good for a reasonable price ;)

anyways, i am glad mam nene liked it coz she truly deserves it too ;)

what am i gonna do

the good thing if you are in charge of the group is that you are not obliged to do debugging, testing or any coding. yet, you have to stay while the task or the release is not yet finished because you have to make sure that everything is ok.

now i do not know if i should feel guilty that i am here yet i am not doing anything to help them or feel better that at least i am joining them in their overtime. the thing is, it's just awkward when they would see me doing something not completely related to their testing. i felt like i am not being a good example.

but i have to see to it, that we are releasing actually today. i guess i would still love to do some debugging or testing more rather than focusing on this task :)

my another problem is, what will i put in my dts?

which made me think, does my PL before felt the same way? :)