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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

fire drill bloopers


940 is usually our break time..it can be considered as breakfast, brunch or even lunch for others..but at those times, we are allowed to go out and eat or buy something until 1000am.
last friday, we had an email saying that there is a scheduled fire drill on monday but no time was indicated.
so monday morning came, and i felt hungry dat time, so i went out with my batchmates..while finishing our foods, someone noticed that there is "something" happening outside. some people in the canteen rushed to see what is happening while we just simply finished our food and pretended nothing is happening. we went back to the office but on our way there, we were told to go to the evacuation area.
what!?!
ehehe..m over reacting...we are shocked because:
first: we will be marked late by our guards
second: we do not see any nec people going to the evacuation area and we thought it is not our turn for fire drill yet
but, obedient as we are, we went to the evacuation area and participated in the drill.
i texted noel if they are having fire drill but he told me otherwise. there was no sign of any people from nec coming out of the office...not after 5 minutes of staying on the line...
the fire drill continued as usual, the same thing happened actually only that it is on a different evacuation place and with people from different companies in e-office one.
so there was our bloopers ;) fortunately, we had an hour of straight break =p

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

harsh...


ive learned not to take things seriously these days...



:(

its frustrating to know that i have to make a decision and eventually it will not be considered because of other people's plan...


tsk tsk tsk

when i have prepared myself for the change, i am now going to not anticipating it since it myt not happen..


this has happened twice and i have almost changed all my plans for it and it myt be postponed again..grrr


wla lang..just blurting out what i felt..i am sacrificing my plans for all of these things and look what i goT!!!!

Monday, March 12, 2007

ともだち


being a good friend is hard...


i had a friend whom i have known for several years now..i can say she has been very sweet and dear to me...she has been my sister on my second home...we shared a lot of things, a lot of activities, a lot of talks, heartaches and laughters...she has been someone whom have always been the first person i will talk to, and tell about anything that happens to me...she has been the first person that i will go out and invited whenever i wanted to do things..despite the fact that she has lots of friends, she never failed to be there for me..

but i guess, things has changed due to certain circumstances...
i, myself was guilty why this has happened...i let things be, and forget about what has actually we have shared before, which is our friendship...

something happened which created a gap..and i never did exerted any effort to fix it, but instead, i let it be...

i did it because, i was hurt with the way things has happened and how it affected us..we are both into a situation where we knew we might not be thinking so well, thus it affected our decision...

no talks has happened, no explanations were given and we let things be...everything changed...

i decided to have a talk..the explanation i have been wanting to hear and my side is ready to be given but it never happened...i guess, it never meant to happen...

i was trying to compose a letter but, my mind was not actually into it...

i guess, i will let time do it...

i was hurt by what she did making me move away, even if there have been instances that we can get closer again..i can see the effort, but i was never moved, nor touched but instead i am still hurting...i guess this was because, i never heard her side of story...

i am trying to understand and forget what has happened before..but while i am on the process of doing it, i would like to apologize if i cannot accept you right now...i was still hurt, but i am recovering...i am your friend, i was still your friend, and i will always be your friend because that is what we all are to each other...