is it still there?

i was having difficulty trying to compose this post. i do not know where to start. maybe because i do not know how it ended. it just came to an abrupt stop.

one resignation followed by another. each going to different places. some pursuing their dreams, some going with their loved ones, some wanted to have some changes, and some simply wanted to leave.

scattered in different places such as manila, singapore, and japan and some are even just in cebu but in a different company. the very strong bond and very fun friendship and the endless trips suddenly came to stop. even the eating out at the canteen or the movies, dinner, k1 and timezone is no longer there.

maybe i cannot blame the situation or the priorities of the people, but maybe what i felt is the loneliness, the feeling of missing the laughters and the noise. the feeling of having someone to go to anytime or someone to just chat to about anything. the office is now similar to the office in MK. even if the work is not that busy, still the difference of not having someone to talk to, makes it unbearable and unfriendly :(

its maybe sentimental on my part and its maybe selfish to still expect people to be as enthusiastic as before, but hey, did we lost the friendship already? or we are just scattered to different places yet we know that the bond is still there. we know that there is still the friendship, and there are still people to share the laughters, the good news, the victories, and anything with.

i guess...

chant to self

patience is a virtue...

quitting

giving up is still an option..
and it will be a good choice...