beenwaitinginvain

I am waiting happily with HIM and for HIM :)

Monday, October 31, 2005

worst holiday


last saturday, our very long holiday started. our company has given us a 9day vacation coz of the halloween holidays but we will be
working for 2 saturdays for the two days that we wont be working this week.

isnt it nice? but last saturday, the worst thing happened. last friday nyt, i agreed wid my group leader to just render overtime on
saturday. anyways, i still have a lot of time to stay home f i go home by sunday. the testing has to be finished and so we rendered overtime. we stayed longer at the office last friday waiting for some feedback from japan but 830pm came and no email arrived yet.

the next morning, i went to the office around 1030 for the overtime. when i turned on my pc and checked my email, i saw that we have
some email from japan. they are requesting a lot of stuffs and i was confused what to do. i asked our counterpart if it would be ok if we continue with the investigation the week after coz almost everyone in the group is no longer in cebu.

i emailed her early that afternoon and i still havent received any feedback yet. when we are having our dinner, i discussed it with my
officemates and i decided to email her again for confirmation. finally, she replied but with a bad news. everything has to be finished this week, but due to some problems, a week extension was given thus everything should be finished by november 4.

and here i am, still at the office working, ill be working again tomorrow and i know i will still be working until the end of the
week..hopefully i can still join our outing in bantayan this friday and hopefully i can *@!*!(@&!(# ...

hahay..


all plans didnt work out..at least i had a great time last friday :p

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

skirt



a couple of weeks ago, nanay texted me that she bought me a skirt and my sis bought it here since she is coming to cebu..i was a little
bit excited but at the same time, confused whether to wear it or not.. and since, nanay gave it, myt as well try wearing it, only when i go to church..and since its for the church, i need a nice and a decent top to pair my skirt...problem is, i am picturing the skirt with a sexy top to match it..and so last sunday, i went to sm to scout for an acceptable top for church..ahah...

i went to sm at around 2pm..i headed directly to planet exchange knowing that its exactly the place i should be going to...there are a
lot of top that are nice, and cute..problem is, they are all so sexy..its either its a halter, a tube or a spaghetti strapped top..i also do not know what kind of color i should pick..should i have pink, or still blue(since my skirt is blue..mother's know best..she truly knows its my fave color :P ), or a printed one, with a little blue on the prints..tsk tsk..its giving me headache..i went out of the store, still having my hopes up..i still have the department store and salad dressing as an another option...next stop. salad dressing..but similar to planet exchange. the same kind of top were there...one good thing though, ive found a sort of overcoat, so i could jst wear those sexy top, pair it with the overcoat, and i can wear the skirt ;)
me thinking: "hmmm...i myt be overdressed going to church..ahihihi....i still have the department store as my last stop" :p


inside the department store, i passed through the bag section and since i wanted to buy a new one, i stopped by and look around..until i found a girl who is wearing a similar skirt as the one nanay gave me, its jst in pink and i so like her top...its a knitted top, not sleeveless...its not too sexy but not so baduy either..i liked it so much..and so i went to the clothes section and look for a similar ive seen from the gurl..uhuh..poor me...dnt knw how to dress myself...ahaha..

nyways, i finally found it..its a nice top..and so i took it, and since i should see if it would go well with my skirt, i grabbed a somewhat similar nearby skirt in the display, and with the two top and the skirt, i went to the fitting room.. i like the top..it feels comfortable on the skin, i like the color..in short, i bought it.. :D and i went home happy with what i purchased...

but oh...when i arrived home, i tried it with my skirt, and sadly, i kind of not like it..the color of the top is not blue...its actually blue green..its not that bad but its not that nice either..

well, time to look for another one...tsk tsk..nyways, i still could wear the top even not paired to a skirt :D
:p

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

earrings

ala lang...i had my first dangling earrings last sunday courtesy of salad dressing at SM..

our batchmate gave us a pair of earrings as a pasalubong from his AOTS in Japan..i liked the feeling of wearing an earring plus *toot*(eheheh ;p) so i decided to buy one..

there are cheap danglings that can be bought for only 20-50 pesos and ive been looking for those pairs but i was not able to buy one..

and so last sunday, as i was strolling around SM, i went to Salad Dressing, and i saw earrings, cute ones and it attracted my attention..i tried two pairs and decided to buy the one which is cute and unusual.. i actually liked the two pairs i tried and i am planning to buy the other one next time i go to sm ;)


ehehe..ala lang ;p

mushroom and cheese


last sunday, twas brownout at lahug area so at around 12noon, i headed to sm to have my lunch and look for some speakers instead of
jst staying at my room ..i was alone and i really do not like eating out alone..so i was confused as to what to have for lunch or where to eat...i have been craving for chicken at jollibee so i made my way to the jollibee on the 3rd level of SM.

while on the line, i thought of having regular yum with mushroom and cheese too...so i ordered chicken and spaghetti meal(i missed their
spaghetti) and an additional regular yum with mushroom and cheese..

i have always seen the advertisement on that particular burger of jollibee but never really paid attention or tried buying it...there are
no jollibee near the office so i seldom eat there...but i first had a taste of the burger during our sportsfest closing day...me and ate anne went out to eat somewhere...we decided to go to robinsons, and eat at jollibee and i ordered their mushroom and cheese meal..

it was sooooooooooo delicious...i find myself craving for it always...


twas the reason why i ordered that one last sunday although i know that i have already more than enough food for my lunch...which is
why last nyt when it was decided that we have to render overtime, i told my officemates to have our dinner at jollibee...i think i am addicted to it..i keep on craving for it...ryt now, i wanted to go to jollibee and buy that burger..the cheese dressing is so yummy...i can still feel the creamy cheese taste while i am eating it...

oh no!! i want that burger ryt now...tsk tsk tsk

Friday, October 14, 2005

haunted....

Noel, Noel
Noel,Noel
Born is the King of Israel.

i woke this morning with that song playing outside...tsk tsk tsk its really christmas..i went to the office, waited for lunchtime to finish the series i am watching...i was on the last part and i am so excited how the events will turn out...

the ending is, 'twas christmas, and the guy searched for his girlfriend in japan, and they met at christmas eve...romantic huh..and i was a little bit bothered by the idea that it's christmas..

well, few more weeks and it will really be christmas...but i think i am haunted by it...i feel sad and alone thinking of the holiday...i dunnO...maybe i wanted to share it with somebody special but i know that i can't..maybe i can't..or maybe i am hoping i can...

hahay...i am jst a hopeless romantic person..and i believe that christmas is the best time to be with the special persons in our lives..our family, friends, loved ones..maybe i am haunted that christmas is near..i dnt knw how i am going to spend it, if i will be happy that time...and what the new year will bring me...

considering all these major changes in my life, and major changes i am planning to have, shouldn't i be excited about it? no, im not...because i know i am scared...i am scared what will happen that time...

...

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

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"Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give....

Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to Treasure..."

Monday, October 10, 2005

it's the most wonderful time of the year

last sunday, i went to sm to buy charger and rechargeable batt for my player...(my room is so quiet and its so boring and i needed noise :D). upon arriving at sm, i went to metrobank to withraw, but since there is no cash in the metrobank atm machine, i went to look for the chinabank atm...as i made my way to the atm, or should i say as i was looking for the atm machine(coz i got lost and went to wrong places :D ), i passed through the department store and it was so full...people were so busy shopping..

i was able to withraw cash, went to the nearby ACE hardware, look for the charger and batt, paid it and went to the department store..i was planning to buy some shirts so i decided to go there...

i was entering the crowded store, and i heard the songs their playing are all christmas songs...it made me sad somehow..ows..i dunn0...nyways, a lot of people were so busy doing their shopping plus there are still some items on sale so it's really a nice time to do the gift shopping...i also decided to check out some stuffs next week and do my gift list and start doing the shopping..that way, it wont be hard on the pocket, and not too much pressure :D

i was alone that time and i can see from everywhere people shopping with their friends and family...i felt more alone..i mean, i still have special people in my life, but how i wish things were a lot easier... :) but as what neil said:
" Don't wish things were easier, wish you were better."

too much on this one..i was suppose to talk bout xmas! ehehe...hmm...several days to go..i really need to start shopping :)

Friday, October 07, 2005

before i start my day...

bin wantin' to post this yesterday while working but very eager to finish what im doin early, i decided not to...

i somehow cant stand it..blah blah blah...

nyways, its been two weeks already..blah blah blah..

tsk tsk tsk..i shouldnt be writing these stuffs here...and so i edited what i wrote ;)

hmmm..that's it...jst want to let this out ;)
:p

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

aprilfools' gurls nyt out



last nyt, after several days of planning and one day postponement, we had our gurls bonding.. :)

we planned on going to ate anne's haus(since she's alone there) and cook and have dinner :) early that afternoon, we planned on what to cook, and what will be our food and drinks...

at 630, no, twas actually past 7pm, me, ate anne, te di, and te cle went to ayala to meet mona...we did our grocery and went to ate anne's house ryt after.



our menu:
sinigang na baboy
chicken adobo
mixed veggies
fruit salad

mona is incharge for the sinigang since that is her specialty, me for the adobo, me and ate anne for the veggies since we are the one craving for it(which means, it was not really included in the original menu :D ), te cle and te di for the fruit salad..





side story:
on the way to mabolo, the taxi driver is so funny...FC sya :D eheheheh..

upon arriving at te anne's place, we were so excited to cook..plus the fact that twas kinda late...so we went directly to the kitchen and started cooking...

i started marinading the chicken, chopped some garlic for the sinigang and adobo, have some pictures, then started cooking...when done with the adobo, we started cooking the veggies...we forgot to buy broth cubes from the grocery so we ended up using the seasoning from an instant noodles..tsk tsk tsk...using our creative side..ahaha....







while waiting for the other food to finish :D

i was afraid they will not like the adobo coz i wasnt that satisfied with the taste while i was cooking it... and the veggies...ehehe...twas not overcooked for i almost burnt it...ehehe...i sauteed the veggies, add the seasoning and was suppose to let it simmer for some time...i was so engrossed doing the threadmill and talking to te di and te cle that i realized i was still cooking. :D






nyways, it turned ok...or at least they liked it...we had our dinner over charmed and some chika...it was really a nice and fun time with them....we had pictures again..ahah...




the sinigang was so delicious...i just love sinigang..and of course my very own chicken and veggies..ahaha..love ur own ;) but, we saved some space for the fruit salad!!! ehehe...with lots and lots of banana...ehehe... :D but it was so great...the food was so delicious...

we truly had fun cooking, aws sorry...we truly had fun planning, doing the grocery, cooking, talking, taking pictures and chatting :D

ehehe...we sent mms pictures of food to neil..ehehe..pasuya lang...

sorry guys...we'll cook for the whole fools next time..ehehe.. :) twas an all gurls bonding :D


me and te cle, slept over at te anne's house...we are so full the even after mona and te di left, the three of us are still sitting, texting and watching tv...we still wanted to eat but are so full...ehehe.. :) after almost an hour, we started cleaning the table and decided not to eat coz we are still full...even after talking, after threadmill and all...

we had milk, before going to bed...turned out the lights and lied down...

and then we remembered...we forgot to do one thing...pictures!!!! ehehe....we suddenly feel so awake, get up, turned on the lights and had some pic...ehehe.. :)

Monday, October 03, 2005

on a monday mornin'...

it has been a habit for me to check my friend's blogs once in a while..check what's been goin on with their lives lately.. :)

but my blog, is not knwn to them..ehhee...dunn0 when i will give them the link..

nyways, after browsing through my friend's blogs, i visited my unupdated blog..ehehe....i browsed and reread what ive written...i wanted to delete some entries coz i wanted to actually erase them from my memory but hesitated...the best way of forgetting someone is letting those stuffs that reminds u of him, as is...not keep it, nor return it or what...so there..i wont be deleting the entries i have written that involves him...

confusing? ehehe...well, its been two months since i broke up wid my boyfriend...i dunn0 but i feel like i wanted to erase all those memories i had with him...but i know i cant..i mean i cant erase all...he has been a part of me..a part of my life and as much as i wanted to start anew..fresh and without all those things from the past, i know that i simply cant...so there..i wont be erasing those entries..i will live my life from what i have learned from my past..and from what i have gone through from the past...

i wanted my blog to be the journal of those things happening to me..and i was the one who wrote it myself..i will be looking or browsing through it again..some time in the future..and smile.. :)

i just noticed that my blog is not that updated...or not all things happening to me are recorded to it...so i hope i can...

;)